Posts tagged: humanity

A LACK OF—


Is my human
showing too
much, can you


see me
blush—see
my ribs flare?


Paper-fleshed
like socks
worn thin


from over-wear


the chronic
tumble dry


Can you taste
the beeswax
lacing my lips,
see the hole


there—


…and I’m
trapped in
this body
that harbors


no flame


I think I
hear the
children
playing


in some distant
beam of once-was


Fearing I’ve
gone mad for
craving some


cosmic metamorphosis


or just a
paralysis
of light


some kindling


Like the jacket
left


in the passenger
seat that went


from cold
to warm

“A Lack Of,” K.E.B.

HUMAN LOVE


the tips of
your hair,
not-soft


split and
grey in the
light of this


too-bright sun


and how you
cannot sing


I love the
blemish
of you


you human
my God, you
beautiful flaw


I touch and
discover and
care not


about the
lipstick on


your teeth


knowing that
all he too loved


of you, he loved
in the knowledge


of you naked


O, how we love
imperfectly


but well

“Human Love,” K.E.B.

WALL OF NOT-HURT (NO ACHE)


skin sedimentary
soft, alluvial


my fingertips
press tepid and
button-shaped


against the
not-wall
of pending
dark


memories
shored against
the unmeasured
flood of now
of I do


of until death


of skin


I am met by
the invisible
torpor of hands
drowned in time


passing
freight-like


steeped in loss


something
meant to be
remembered


clouds shrouding
the moon


soft, alluvial


who knew this
forest would
materialize into
nothing


of warmth


a soft wall
of hurt I can
no longer feel


this promise
of humanity
the ache

“Wall of Not-Hurt (no ache),” K.E.B.

Ellie Goulding, “Human” (from Bright Lights)

Human, I wonder why you’re a better make/ than I could ever build or create.

BALANCE


I stare past
the smoke
(I imagine it
was smoke)
rippling in
this room,
rested and
without stir


after the fire


wondering
where you
will avert
your eyes


Your gaze
collecting moss


will you bend
will you crane
back and stare,
unashamed


You told me
once, in the
solemn slumber
of dusk, you


said if I could
have anything
just one bite
I would (yes,
never ask me
why) feast on
your cheeks


You couldn’t
understand
since Babel
collapsed


murmurs
these murmurs


but I would
swallow
the dimples
that christen
your smile


so cherry-ripe


We are victims
of the fall


the first thing
nakedness
shame, this
humanity


So much depends
upon how many
swallows you
have already
had, of whiskey


we are victims
climbing our
way up with


a drink, a smoke
a stolen touch


to rid this
human stain


I already know
what you
will do


You will lean
forward, precise
balanced on
one elbow


a cool swagger
or perhaps one
too many drinks


and tell me
that I have
pretty teeth

“Balance,” K.E.B.

ICE-BLUE GEOMETRY


Fingers limp
on the treads


drumming
the motions
of the wheel,
its whims


we spin
irresolute
and dissolving
fast—a weak
formlessness


We spin


through time
that does not
know us


figures
it figures


all the lines,
shapes and her
shapely lines


My Venus


my love is
a Venus


I have tied
you up but
you unbind


we spin,
twist fret
bulge and
collapse


malleable


Is this flesh
and do we
breathe—


We are clay
yes, we are


terracotta
painted red


But this is
not fire-heat
no warmth
in our ashen
lungs, spent


not flame-red
just ice-blue
geometry


veined and
sponge-like,
her heart is
an atrium


Roman goddess


my goddess
divine, made
of stone—


timeless beauty
housed in a box


I once was
a fixture but
I unwind


We spin,
our hearts
pumping out


ice-blue
geometry

“Ice-Blue Geometry,” K.E.B.